BLAH - brain overload

konnichiwa mina :)

kay, so that smiley face isn't really what my face is right now lol.

iyaaa~ I can't believe how much one month can do to someone! Things change in an instant ne? Right when you feel secure about where you are, you can't! Ughh, I've gotten so much more responsibilities this month and from now on I'll only get more >.>

But I've also become a more outgoing and friendly person. Which I never thought could ever happen! I've always been so shy, quiet and to myself until I joined JA. Sure, I still feel stupid when I'm there, but my stupidity makes me who I am and I think I've found some people who accept that about me.

I also embarrassed myself so much this month. Not in terms of actions persay, but in words. I said things I usually would never have the guts to say and courage turns into embarrassment for me.

Another month in 2010 over and another one making it's way. The weather is changing, the earth revolving and the sun brightly shining through my window.

Hello Spring~ I've been waiting for you ;)

OFFICAL - circle lenses arrived

MINA~~ My circles are finally here!

I had to soak them for 12 hours and I finally got to try them on this morning ^^

okay, so theres some pros and cons to this whole circle lens facade, want me to tell you?

PROS:

- makes eyes HUGE and DOLLY-like

- pretty, natural colors

- SO CUUUTE~ like holy, take my word for it ;)

- makes eyes more attractive

- comes in MANY colors and varieties

- comes in plain, prescription AND even astigmatism ~

CONS:

- makes eyeballs DRY

- stings if you keep them in too long - because no oxygen is going in your eye because the lens is too big

- when eyeballs are dry, makes eyeballs red and vein-y

- can't wear them for too long

- not recommended by optometrists

- can cause blinding

- limited colors and types for people with astigmatism :(

Okay, so theres my two-cents worth. I went to a 'monopoly challenge' today xD It was funner than I expected :) People are NOT out to eat you apparently ^^ now I know haha.

So since I feel like a REAL ulzzang because I have circles, I have given myself an ulzzang name! It's MIKOU (which was my nickname already w/ the HSRG) either that or AIXKUTE. So Ai-zzang UWAAAH, that's cuter~ but doesnt sound like a real name... hmm.. i'll think about it XD

Left: Geo Fresh Look Fc-724 Right: Geo Angel Green CM-833

TRUE ULZZANG - but not official

Konnichiwa Mina-san :)

Tonight I will finally get my much awaited CIRCLE LENSES~ BONZAAI~

My God-sister got them from her friend yesterday and Im seeing her later tonight, so i'll be able to get them!! OMGGG~ im so excited!

MAJOR CAMWHOREAGE TIME~

So i'm currently editing my 'GooHara Inspired Makeup Tutorial' I'll try to upload it by tonight ^^

I need more Video ideas, i think i'll make a video asking about ideas haha :)

UNTIL TONIGHT~

jaa mata ne s2

LIFE?

Was it fate that made it turn out this way?

To challenge me, twist up my life, and turn me into the person I am today?

To meet the people I've met, at the times I've met them, at the places I've met them

Can you call it fate?

But what is fate, but an abstract, theory of our imaginations?

It doesn't really exist, but people believe for it to be there.

Why? To blame something other than life itself.

- - - - - -

Remember when we were younger?

No cares in the world, sleeping, eating and playing was all we did.

Choosing the right color crayon was our biggest problem and

Getting a piece of candy made our days

Now I stand at a cross road

My life, my future, staring me right in the face

Depending on which path I choose determines the person I will become

The most frightening thing is that I can see it

I can experience it

So that I can make the right choice

Imagine if I took the other road? I would be a completely different person

With a completely different life.

Life, that's what we're put on earth for

And if it weren't hard,

then there would be no point in being on earth in the first place

now would there?

FEB FUN

Minaaa~ cheesy title ne? ahah gome, it's 1:00am i cant think of anything better! Today was suuuuuch an amzaaaaaaaaazing day! I had so much fun w/ my friends! We had a valentine's day dance at my school, which was disastrous because my soon to be closed school has no money to get a decent dj and lights "-__- [insert sigh and eye roll here] but it was a formal dance. HA, nice cover up for a crappy dj, teachers. I actually had fun though, not as fun as the other dances i've been too, but it was ALRIGHT. I still hyped it up and burned alot of cals [thumbs up]. My friends and I also took a crap load of pictures on my DADDY'S new cam. AHAH, he just bought it and i convinced him to let me use it first ^^ it's so amazingly pro~ i LOVE it oh so much!

formal theme

I ALSO, got 6 flower grams which were coronations, because, once again, my soon to be closed school has no money to afford roses! -__-; but i was happy i got 6! Last year i only got 1~ hmm, what an improvement! But 3 were from my 'gal pals' and 3 were from 1 secret admirer although I found out who he was actually he told me >.<" im really grateful to him though ^^ it's been a while since i've felt loved (aprox. 2 months! LOL)

After school, i went to my BFFL's belated b-day party~ we went to her house and ordered 6 pizzas! (well her mom did, she only wanted like 4) :O and then afterward we went GLOW IN THE DARK MINI GOLFING! It was so funny cause none of us really knew how to play properly, so we didnt even bother keeping score, and just ran down the holes swinging our sticks around and taking craazzy pictures ahah. The people behind us were probably really overwhelmed at some point...

So after that, we walked around the mall and some of my friends bought helium balloons! so that we could make our voices go all high, but they popped before the helium made it in any of our mouths :"( so instead of helium we danced, played twister and did prank phone calls :)

OVERALL: A SUUUPER-DEEE-DOOOOPER FUN FUN DAY~ s2

HAPPY DAY.

helloo~ genki desu?

you all know that i've been calorie counting ne? well saturdays are my CHEAT days and OH am i REALLY happy during those 24-hours! unfortunately it is now sunday and my cheat day is over :"( it was amazing while it lasted! I ate SOOOOOO much! i went to the extreme this time. I promised myself that i wouldnt eat the world during my cheat day, but i think i almost did this time! ahaha so lets start off.

Friday night, exactly at 12:00am I raced into the living room and grabbed a chocolate covered macadamia nut, 2 hershy kisses, 1 lyndor and stuffed that into my mouth. Next i ran to the dining room and grabbed my favorite sweet coconut-y bun and stuffed that in my mouth too, then i finally made my way into the kitchen and spotted the cookie jar... (yes, we have one xD ) I grabbed a double chocolate chunk cookie and roamed in the fridge and found some banana bread. We were out of milk at the time so i made hot chocolate instead ^^ i passed out full and dreaming about what i would eat when i woke up.

Breakfast: rice, sausage, eggs, spam, hot chocolate, pamelo, fruit mini's

Lunch: Taco Bell~ big bell box meal includes : 5 layer beef burito, hard/soft taco, nachos, cinnimon swirls and a diet coke. DQ~ small oreo blizzard ^^

Dinner: KFC~ chicken drumstick and popcorn chicken w/ rice & gravy. 2 pieces of pizza, strawberry layer cake, oreo cake, litchy plan, coke and tortilla chips w/ dip

OH.MY.GULAY. - my week

konnichiwa :)

ohhh i had/have a loong list of tests this week! x0 Social on Monday (76% i consider failed >.<" i cried and got in trouble w/ my parents) that day was also my first junior achievement meeting. Tuesday, NO SCHOOL, THANK GAWD~ Wednesday, Science Chem. Test (94% suuper happy, but social mark made me sad still) Thursday (today) L.A Mid-Term - zomg i hope i did good... Friday (TGIF - tmrw) Math Mid-Term + L.A Quiz. AHHHH~ feb. has started soo icky. But next week theres a valentines day dance & the week after all i have is field trips :)

VALENTiNES DAY (aixkute's definition) : anniversary of my grandpa's death, no one gives those cute cards or candy anymore, i've never had a real valentine, roses are too expensive, and a sappy, love-sick day out of the year when everyone is suddenly in just a lovey dovey mood. It's sickening. But pink and chocolate is a good thing :)

JUNIOR ACHIEVEMENT (aixkute's definition): a place where i feel stupid because it is filled with super-smart people. Not as horrendous as i expected. Too business like. Big words frighten me. Cute Asians that have good hair and fashion sense but are also scarily smart. Im the youngest person there - besides c.r. i dont share any options because i'm too scared. Sounded fob during introductions. Extra homework & less time on my life. It's like a night class, but im excited to go again next week ;)